Sarah Louise Rayworth

1989 - 2008
LocationSheffield
Age19 years
Cause of DeathEpilepsy
Date of Birth19/01/1989
Date of Death14/09/2008
Visitors8,918 since 09/11/2008
Creator

Thanks to Karen Stringer for the photo of Sarah
Brill photo Karen xxx

Sarah Louise Rayworth went to Skegness for a holiday on Saturday 13th September 2008 and during the
early hours of Sunday September 14th, passed away during an eplieptic fit which she never came out
of. Sarah has left behind heartbroken parents, Bev and Steve, the love of her life, Scott Taylor,her
most precious gift to this world, her then eight and half month old son, Reagan, the most gorgeous
baby in the world, and a bereaved sister Maria. She is also a sadly missed grandaughter, neice,
auntie, cousin and sister in law. Sarah is the most precious gift given to a parent. She is fun
loving and not only do I think of her as a daughter but also as a very dear friend. We were on the
same wavelength, personality and humour wise, much to other peoples discomfort. Sarah has the looks
of an angel, smokes like a chimney, swears like a trouper and has a voice like a fog horn. I will
talk about Sarah in the present tense as I cannot and will not accept that my darling angel has been
taken away from me by a cruel twist of fate. She is the second child to be taken away from this
family, Craig, aged 13 was taken away in 2001 during a car accident. I love Sarah so much and if
there was any way I could bring exchange places with her and bring her back I would. Sarah would
have never gone to where she is as she would never have left behind a gorgeous baby like reagan, she
loves him so much. What cruel twist of fate has left behind a baby who no longer has his mummy. I
would also like to say that before Sarah passed away, I was not close to my sister Tina but she has
given me 101% during my time of need and I know Sarah will be thanking her for all the support she
has given me during this time. If there was any way I could bring her back I would, I do not know
how long the pain is so raw that a mother feels when losing a child but it has got to be one of the
most difficult pains in the world.

Sarah, not a day goes by where I do not feel the pain of losing you, still so raw and cry my tears,
now they are in private though. I miss you more and more Sarez, I really don't know how any mum
survives this, it is so hard.

Sarah, if it wasn't for this web site and the support from all the wonderful people on here who
understand and are experiencing the same pain, I don't know how I would have held it together the
way I have.

If you are with Lew, tell him what a wonderful mum he has because even though she is suffering pain
and grief Sheena has been like a rock to me when I needed her.
Tragic circumstances to meet and develop a really close friendship with Sheena but maybe it was
yours and Lews doing, maybe you realised we needed each other to help us pull through.
We are not out of the woods though and I really don't think we ever will be, I just live for the day
when I will be reunited with you my sweet angel.

"I'll lend for you a little time
A child of mine" He said.
"For you to love the while she lives
And mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years
Or twenty two or three,
But will you, til I call her back,
Take care of her for Me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you,
And should her stay be brief,
You'll have her lovely memories
As solace for your grief"

I had 19 wondeful years with my precious daughter, so many memories, all I have left now.
I love you Sarah, so very very much,
cos you were really special
and earth's loss is heaven's gain.

Until we meet again sweet angel.


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I promise I won't cry forever
But I need to just today.
I promise I will remember
How to live and how to play.

I promise that I'll dry my tears
When the heartache goes away.
I promise that it won't take years
But I need another day.

I promise that I'll live my life
As you would want me to.
I promise when I'm facing strife
I'll face it straight and true.

I promise I will endeavour
To do the best I can each day.
I promise I won't cry forever
But I need to just today.

I love you so very much and cannot promise I wont stop crying,
the tears will last until we meet again Sarah
God I miss you more and more each day

Love you for eternity my sweet beautiful angel xx

Yours forever

Mum xxxxx

XxX

Beverley Cooke (Mum) 3 weeks ago

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Here in heaven, these streets are pure gold
With beauty’s so brilliant, blessed sights to behold
Our heavenly father has so much to do
So he gave me this job....to watch over you

I’m your angel of hope and I sit by your side
You can whisper in my ear, troubled thoughts to confide
You can lean on me when your hopes seem so bleak
I’ll embrace you with love when your spirit is weak

I’ll nudge you with purpose when you’ve lost your way
Bringing visions of blue skies when yours turn to grey
I’ll teach you through wisdom, how to bring back your smiles
I’m right here beside you through your journey’s trials

I’ll share all your burdens, you will never be alone
Together, with god’s help, we will roll away that stone
When your heart’s feeling saddened and dark with dismay
“God give me strength” is the prayer that we pray

I’m your own private angel, trust in me, we’ll overcome
There’s a rainbow with sunshine beyond your cloud of glum
Take my hand and I will guide you over this stumbling slope
I am here to help you climb it, I’m your angel of hope

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Written by Dee (Diana)
Copyright November 21, 2005

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Friend) 3 weeks ago

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Tributes For Week Starting 9th November


FOR MONDAY

Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.

FOR TUESDAY

Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.

FOR WEDNESDAY

No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.

FOR THURSDAY

Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.


FOR FRIDAY

Wings Of The Angels

A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.

Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.

On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.

FOR SATURDAY

If I Had One Last Day

If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied

I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay

You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"

Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"

If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart

If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.

FOR SUNDAY

Cry Not My Friend

When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around

When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure

When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me

When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay

When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew

When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again

When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight

When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part

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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (GTS Friend) 3 weeks ago

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

I know I didn't have much time
To spend on earth with you,
But I will always treasure
The things we got to do---

Like the way your smiling face
Always looked at mine;
Love was always in your touch
And in your eyes did shine.

I didn't want to leave you,
But God had plans for me,
And so, of course, I had to go--
I hope that you can see.

I know you want to hold me,
And, Mum, I'd like that, too,
But someday we'll have endless days
For all we want to do.

So, till it's time for God to call
For you to join me too,
Remember that I'm waiting here
And always loving you.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Saralyn McAfee Smith

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Friend) 3 weeks ago

7TH NOVEMBER 2009



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...❀✿.......Heart Of Flowers....❀✿
......❀✿...........For You..........❀✿
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.........................❀✿ WITH LOVE FROM JUDE. X X


Jude Swaddle 3 weeks ago

Bedtime Angels

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Angels are watching over us every single day.
They are there when we need them, they never
Go away.


They watch us when we're sleeping and when
We’re wide awake.
They're there for every single, breath of air
We take.


They help us find the words we need as we say
Our prayers.
You'll feel they're Angelic presence and forget
About your cares.


They lay right down beside us as we fall asleep.
They protect us from all harm and our souls they
Carefully keep.


They hold us in their loving arms oh so very tight.
They give us an Angel kiss as they softly whisper,
"Good Night."

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By
Peggy Ann Hardy

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Friend) 3 weeks ago




6th November 2009.


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┊   ┊┊   ★ Lots of love

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┊ ★ For a special Angel

★ In heaven above.

I've just popped on your memorial..
To send you some love..
For a special Angel..
In heaven above

You are greatly missed..
By your family below
Why God took your hand..
They will never know.

You were loved so much..
And nobody could compare
For you are a their special Angel..
In heaven up there.

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copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 30/07/09.

Jude Swaddle 3 weeks ago

A Silent Tear By Gaynor Llewellyn
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Just close your eyes and you will see
All the memories that you have of me
Just sit and relax and you will find
I'm really still there inside your mind
Don’t cry for me now I'm gone
For I am in the land of song
There is no pain, there is no fear
So dry away that silent tear
Don’t think of me in the dark and cold
For here I am, no longer old
I'm in that place that’s filled with love
Known to you all, as "UP ABOVE"

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Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Friend) 3 weeks ago

For Those Left Behind
2001 Rod and Janet Hess

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Death is but a doorway we must all pass through alone,
it's our calling from God that beckons us home.
An eternal reward is what we will find,
but it's a time of great sorrow…for those left behind.
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Our loved one is gone, but the memories remain,
and we do what we must to help ease our pain.
When we learn to "let go" and trust God's Plan from beyond,
we can focus on living because life must go on.
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So to help you heal that broken heart deep inside,
here's an Angel Guardian who is always close by your side.
To offer you comfort so that you may find,
the peace of God's love…for those left behind
.• *♥*•.

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Friend) 3 weeks ago

4th November 2009



✝ • ♥ • ✞ Just Like a rainbow, ✝ • ♥ • ✞

Fading in the twinkling of an eye………

✝ • ♥ • ✞ Gone Too Soon . ✝ • ♥ • ✞

Jude Swaddle 3 weeks ago
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