| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Epilepsy |
| Date of Birth | 19/01/1989 |
| Date of Death | 14/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 8,917 since 09/11/2008 |
| Creator |
Thanks to Karen Stringer for the photo of Sarah
Brill photo Karen xxx
Sarah Louise Rayworth went to Skegness for a holiday on Saturday 13th September 2008 and during the
early hours of Sunday September 14th, passed away during an eplieptic fit which she never came out
of. Sarah has left behind heartbroken parents, Bev and Steve, the love of her life, Scott Taylor,her
most precious gift to this world, her then eight and half month old son, Reagan, the most gorgeous
baby in the world, and a bereaved sister Maria. She is also a sadly missed grandaughter, neice,
auntie, cousin and sister in law. Sarah is the most precious gift given to a parent. She is fun
loving and not only do I think of her as a daughter but also as a very dear friend. We were on the
same wavelength, personality and humour wise, much to other peoples discomfort. Sarah has the looks
of an angel, smokes like a chimney, swears like a trouper and has a voice like a fog horn. I will
talk about Sarah in the present tense as I cannot and will not accept that my darling angel has been
taken away from me by a cruel twist of fate. She is the second child to be taken away from this
family, Craig, aged 13 was taken away in 2001 during a car accident. I love Sarah so much and if
there was any way I could bring exchange places with her and bring her back I would. Sarah would
have never gone to where she is as she would never have left behind a gorgeous baby like reagan, she
loves him so much. What cruel twist of fate has left behind a baby who no longer has his mummy. I
would also like to say that before Sarah passed away, I was not close to my sister Tina but she has
given me 101% during my time of need and I know Sarah will be thanking her for all the support she
has given me during this time. If there was any way I could bring her back I would, I do not know
how long the pain is so raw that a mother feels when losing a child but it has got to be one of the
most difficult pains in the world.
Sarah, not a day goes by where I do not feel the pain of losing you, still so raw and cry my tears,
now they are in private though. I miss you more and more Sarez, I really don't know how any mum
survives this, it is so hard.
Sarah, if it wasn't for this web site and the support from all the wonderful people on here who
understand and are experiencing the same pain, I don't know how I would have held it together the
way I have.
If you are with Lew, tell him what a wonderful mum he has because even though she is suffering pain
and grief Sheena has been like a rock to me when I needed her.
Tragic circumstances to meet and develop a really close friendship with Sheena but maybe it was
yours and Lews doing, maybe you realised we needed each other to help us pull through.
We are not out of the woods though and I really don't think we ever will be, I just live for the day
when I will be reunited with you my sweet angel.
"I'll lend for you a little time
A child of mine" He said.
"For you to love the while she lives
And mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years
Or twenty two or three,
But will you, til I call her back,
Take care of her for Me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you,
And should her stay be brief,
You'll have her lovely memories
As solace for your grief"
I had 19 wondeful years with my precious daughter, so many memories, all I have left now.
I love you Sarah, so very very much,
cos you were really special
and earth's loss is heaven's gain.
Until we meet again sweet angel.
♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥
In the soft and dusky evening, Angels all around me fly...
I can see their wings of moonlight, I can hear the songs they sigh...
Through that troubles that assail me, in this place of tears and woe, may I feel their soft embraces with me everywhere I go.
Let me always 'see' my Angels...let me always 'feel' their love. Know that they are always with me, Heavens helpers from above.
In the evening of my sojourn, comes the time I must depart, may my Angels cluster closely, weaving peace around my heart.
In the soft and dusky evening, Angels all around me fly...
I can see their wings of moonlight, I can hear the songs they sigh...
"Are you there"....I whisper. No answer comes to stir the evening soft and fair.
"Are you there?".... I ask again. Silence spreads its balm on heavy summer air.
"You see I really need you!...need to know your really there....need to feel your comfort and compassion...for burdens much too heavy for me alone to bare"....
Again no answer.
Slowly and Sadly I rise, and run distracted fingers through my hair.
What's this?....a soft and downy feather, white as drifting snow and sparkling like frost in winters air!
Thank you! Oh thank you.....for answering my prayer
♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥ ︽♥
Hello From Heaven
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It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realize...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
◕⊱✣⊰◕
I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
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*♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥*
No further away than a picture,
A smile or remembered phrase,
Our loved ones live in memory,
So close in many ways.
*♥*
For how often does a sunset,
Bring nostalgic thought to mind,
Of moments that our
Loved one shared,
In days now left behind.
*♥*
How often has a flower,
Or a crystal summer sky,
Brought golden reflections,
Of happy times gone by!
*♥*
Yes, memory has a magic way,
Of keeping loved ones near,
Ever close in mind and heart,
Are the ones we hold most dear
*♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥*
Unknown
IITH NOVEMBER 2009
✿..LET US REMEMBER THEM...✿
✿ 'Please wear a poppy', the lady said
and held one forth, but I shook my head.
Then I stopped and watched as she offered them there,
And her face was old, and lined with care;
But beneath the scars the years had made
There remained a smile that refused to fade.✿
✿ A boy came wistling down the street,
Bouncing along, on care free feet
His smile was full of joy and fun,
'Lady', said he, 'May I have one?'
When she pinned it on, he turned to say,
'Why do we wear a poppy today?'✿
✿ The lady smiled in her wistful way,
and answered, 'This is Rememberance Day,
And the poppy there is the symbol for,
the gallant men who died in war,
and because they died you and I are free--
Thats why we wear a poppy, you see'.✿
✿ 'I had a boy about your size,
with golden hair and big blue eyes.
He loved to play and jump and shout,
free as a bird he would race about.
As the years went by, he learned and grew
and became a man--as you will, too.' ✿
✿ 'He was fine and strong, with a boyish smile,
but he'd seemed with us such a little while
When war broke out and he went away,
I still remember his face that day.
When he smiled at me and said'Good-bye,
I'll soon be back, mom, so please don't cry'.✿
✿ 'But the war went on and he had to stay,
and all I could do was wait and pray.
His letters told of the awful fight,
(I can see it in my dreams at night),
with the tanks and guns and cruel Barbed wire,
and the mines and bullets, the bombs and fire.'✿
✿'Till at last the war was won-
and thats why we wear a poppy son'.
The small boy turned as if to go,
Then said 'Thanks lady, I'm glad to know.
That sure did sound like an awful fight,
But your Son-- did he come back alright?'✿
✿ A tear rolled down each faded cheek;
she shook her head, but didn't speak.
I slunk away in a sort of shame,
and if you were me you'd have done the same;
For our thanks, in giving, is oft delayed,
though our freedome was bought-and thousands paid.✿
✿ And so when we see a poppy worn, let us reflect on the burden borne
By those who gave their very all
and asked to answer their country's call
That we at home in peace might live.
Then wear a poppy. Remember-- and give!✿
✿ Lest we forget......✿
Copyright ~ 2009 by Blair Leger & ilovepoetry.com
❤
Flying on the wings of freedom
I soar across my life
I suddenly release my anguish
I’ve been freed from strife
❤
I held a boulder for so long
I was weak and heavy laden
My walk was hard and tedious
For release I was waiting
❤
I know that you weep for me
Because I left you alone
Know that I am with you still
I watch from heaven’s throne
❤
One day we will meet again
But for now I’m watching you
Holding your hand and waiting
For when you come here too
❤
Keep me always in your heart
Believe I am at peace
God held out his hand that day
I took it to end my grief
❤
My walk on earth was blessed
Because I had you to love
You are my family and friends
Remember I am right above
❤
So please weep no longer
Write on your heart your word
Tell the story of heaven
The greatest that’s ever been heard
❤
Twanica Adcock 2004
A pain in my heart
As knocked me down
Dragged all around
This shabby old town
A tear in my eye
As washed me away
Along with my life
Since you passed away
Copyright Sharon Wheeler
10TH NOVEMBER 2009
♥
~Life Beyond ~
Let them go, but not completely.
Hold on to them, but not too tightly.
Love them as you know you will,
as you always have.
Rejoice that they are well, the only difference
now is that you cannot see them,
But you feel them still and they will always be with you.
The spirit does not die as the body dies
and Love is of the spirit.
Nothing you have experienced together can be taken from you.
And your loved one shall be eternally yours in that love.
Weep not too long, that they may also cry,
But rejoice in their life and in yours also.
Let yours continue to be a celebration of all life; of your shared love,
Knowing that God holds you both in the palm of his hand
And in loving you both shall reunite you.
~~ Author Unknown.~~
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Fly away
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Fly away my angel,
Spread your wings and fly;
Take the beauty of your soul,
And share it with the sky.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Take the warmth within your heart,
And put the sun to shame;
The glow of summer's sunlight.
Will never be the same.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Take the strength within your soul,
From your heart, the tenderness there;
Behold the majesty of the sky,
Its beauty does not compare.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Take the splendour of the stars,
That twinkles in the sky;
It fades in the matchless sparkle,
Of the beauty there in your eyes.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Fly away my Angel,
For I have set you free;
I will wait here patiently,
Until you fly back to me.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Allison Chambers Coxsey
9TH NOVEMBER 2009
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♥
You may not be able to see me,
Though you think that I am gone.
Inside your heart you carry me,
So I live on, I live on.
I know you feel an emptiness,
Of words we left unsaid.
Release your pain, forgive yourself,
For I already did.
The love you gave, I took with me,
And left my love for you.
So now I know some time has passed,
Here is what I ask of you.
Share my life and remember me,
To those you love – out loud.
And I will become part of them,
For that would make me proud.
Those little quirks, the quips I said,
Please share those memories.
For there is no plaque or stone,
That would better honor me.
I loved you then, and love you still,
And will forevermore.
So take my love and pass it down,
That’s what my legacy is for.
Give my memories, my love as gifts,
And do not mourn that I have gone.
Just place my love in your Heart always
And you will know that I live on.
ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO
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