| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Epilepsy |
| Date of Birth | 19/01/1989 |
| Date of Death | 14/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 8,919 since 09/11/2008 |
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Thanks to Karen Stringer for the photo of Sarah
Brill photo Karen xxx
Sarah Louise Rayworth went to Skegness for a holiday on Saturday 13th September 2008 and during the
early hours of Sunday September 14th, passed away during an eplieptic fit which she never came out
of. Sarah has left behind heartbroken parents, Bev and Steve, the love of her life, Scott Taylor,her
most precious gift to this world, her then eight and half month old son, Reagan, the most gorgeous
baby in the world, and a bereaved sister Maria. She is also a sadly missed grandaughter, neice,
auntie, cousin and sister in law. Sarah is the most precious gift given to a parent. She is fun
loving and not only do I think of her as a daughter but also as a very dear friend. We were on the
same wavelength, personality and humour wise, much to other peoples discomfort. Sarah has the looks
of an angel, smokes like a chimney, swears like a trouper and has a voice like a fog horn. I will
talk about Sarah in the present tense as I cannot and will not accept that my darling angel has been
taken away from me by a cruel twist of fate. She is the second child to be taken away from this
family, Craig, aged 13 was taken away in 2001 during a car accident. I love Sarah so much and if
there was any way I could bring exchange places with her and bring her back I would. Sarah would
have never gone to where she is as she would never have left behind a gorgeous baby like reagan, she
loves him so much. What cruel twist of fate has left behind a baby who no longer has his mummy. I
would also like to say that before Sarah passed away, I was not close to my sister Tina but she has
given me 101% during my time of need and I know Sarah will be thanking her for all the support she
has given me during this time. If there was any way I could bring her back I would, I do not know
how long the pain is so raw that a mother feels when losing a child but it has got to be one of the
most difficult pains in the world.
Sarah, not a day goes by where I do not feel the pain of losing you, still so raw and cry my tears,
now they are in private though. I miss you more and more Sarez, I really don't know how any mum
survives this, it is so hard.
Sarah, if it wasn't for this web site and the support from all the wonderful people on here who
understand and are experiencing the same pain, I don't know how I would have held it together the
way I have.
If you are with Lew, tell him what a wonderful mum he has because even though she is suffering pain
and grief Sheena has been like a rock to me when I needed her.
Tragic circumstances to meet and develop a really close friendship with Sheena but maybe it was
yours and Lews doing, maybe you realised we needed each other to help us pull through.
We are not out of the woods though and I really don't think we ever will be, I just live for the day
when I will be reunited with you my sweet angel.
"I'll lend for you a little time
A child of mine" He said.
"For you to love the while she lives
And mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years
Or twenty two or three,
But will you, til I call her back,
Take care of her for Me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you,
And should her stay be brief,
You'll have her lovely memories
As solace for your grief"
I had 19 wondeful years with my precious daughter, so many memories, all I have left now.
I love you Sarah, so very very much,
cos you were really special
and earth's loss is heaven's gain.
Until we meet again sweet angel.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
The time has come for me to release you
Free to fly high above this world.
Where the flowers forever bloom &
The ultimate love fills the space.
In my attempt to try to keep you
I've only been able to hold the anger
Not realizing that I have to let you go
I can't hold on.
I'll no more keep your pain alive,
I won't try to hold you down.
I'll let you fly on to higher ground.
My grief has left a numbness,
as if this isn't real
You are in my heart forever,
but I know I have to let you be free.
Soar high.
Laugh as a child that feels the joy of the moment.
Play among the rivers flowing through the hills.
Roam the fields of daisies.
Fly to the top of the mountains.
With closed eyes, I see you among the flowers,
High above the clouds.
Your presence blows through me with the breeze.
Your smile beams down on through the sun.
The full moon brings the light of your laughter to my mind.
And the Butterfly in all its splendour reminds me
of your beauty and freedom now.
Leaving your love for me lingering in my world.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
by Cynthia Taylor
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Always watching over us as we go our way,
Never taking their eyes from us a minute of the day,
Guardians who are here to keep us from all harm
Each time we face danger, darkness, or alarm,
Looking out for us through each trial we face,
Sent straight from heaven, by His mercy, love, and grace.
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by Judy Parker
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I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes & pictures that are left on Christopher's website they are all very much appreciated.
Tributes For Week Starting 23rd November
FOR MONDAY
The best and most beautiful
Things in the world cannot
Be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.
FOR TUESDAY
Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.
FOR WEDNESDAY
A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.
FOR THURSDAY
Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones shine down
To let us know they are happy.
FOR FRIDAY
The Watcher
They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.
And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.
Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.
Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.
FOR SATURDAY
As We Look Back
As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?
For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems
And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?
We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things
Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.
FOR SUNDAY
To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me
When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years
I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I traveled on alone
So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memoriss in your heart
I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear
Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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I loved the way you have done the photos of sarah,there really lovely,i know im not the only one sufering,your grandson is lovely xx
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I know your heart is breaking
And your eyes are filled with tears
But I ask you not to cry for me
Because your smile is so dear
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My time has come to go
To heaven up above
Where there’s no more pain and suffering
It’s peaceful like a dove
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I’ll save a place right next to me
In our castle past the gates
Until its time for you to join me
God and I will wait
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~Annamarie Pridgen~
20TH NOVEMBER 2009
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Angel in my heart I love you so
Angel in my heart I never wanted you to go
Angel in my heart guide me each day
Angel in my heart It's for you I pray
Angel in my heart remember this
Angel in my heart It's you I miss
Angel in my heart I want you to know
Angel in my heart I will always love you so.
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I WILL BE AWAY FROM TODAY , AS WE ARE OFF FOR THE WEEKEND TO CELEBRATE MY 50TH BIRTHDAY, WHICH IS ON MONDAY.... HOW SCARRY IS THAT? !! PLEASE WILLYOU KEEP DANIEL OUT OF THE DARK FOR ME, UNTIL I REURN.? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. X X ☆
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Weep not for me
Now that I have passed.
Remember the laughter, the affection, the joy
Not just the recent tears.
Cherish the memories, our hopes and dreams.
Hold fast to the love that we shared.
Be happy with the time we spent together
And being anew.
For I am not really gone,
I am closer than ever before.
As the morning sun rises
And throughout the busy day...I am with you.
Until the setting sun disappears on the horizon
And we watch the day turn into night...I am here.
You may feel a faint breeze stir round your head, while you slumber
As I gently kiss your forehead, "Good night."
The stars that shine so brightly in my heavenly sky
Help me watch over you and keep you from harm.
I am the wind in the trees
And the song of a bird.
I am moonbeams in a midnight sky
And a glorious rainbow after the storm.
I am morning dew
And freshly-fallen snow.
I am a butterfly flying overhead
And a puppy happily at play.
I am a smile on a stranger's face
A gentle touch
A warm embrace.
Listen to the wind for my message of love.
Watch the sun rise and set in the sky with me.
Feel my essence encircle you with warm memories.
Open your heart to know...I am not gone.
Reach deep into your soul...You will find me.
I am here.
Have no fear.
I am with you,
Always.
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Kirsti
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✿ 19TH NOVEMBER 2009 ✿
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I know it’s hard and painful now
And your heart is truly breaking
But I just wanted you to know
As time goes on it will stop aching
I did not leave you there alone
I’m closer now than ever
I’m in your thoughts
Your mind and dreams
I’ll be with you forever
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Unknown
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18TH NOVEMBER 2009
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Up to the moon and the stars..
Way past Jupiter..
And way past Mars
You are missed by so many..
And loved so very much
If you can beautiful Angel..
Please stay in touch
We all love you precious Angel..
So just you remember this..
I will blow kisses up to heaven..
For our Angel that we miss
With love always, Jude. xXx
copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 18/10/09
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